i hate it !! hate it !! and hate it !! it`s too much , okayy ?? stop being like stupid freaking dump shit ...urghh , you wanne know why ?? okayy , i tell ya . the story begin like this : : :

-->last satudays , 18/2/2012 its a jogathon days . of course everyone will come . and it was really really freaking day .aduh , ayat mak salleh aku pun da bersepah bagai . lantak la . as usual , i wearing the rumah kenangan t-shirt ( it is yellow colour ) and all yellow . my watch , my shirt , my bottle except my shoeess . then , line up as usuall and that time , i realize that everyone ( i mean they ) was talking about somethin` serious cause they keep looking at me , i wonder why ?? it is i`m doing somethin` wrong or my words hurt u guys ??  then , i just go and asks :

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me : korang asal ?? diam jehh ngan aku . aku buat salah ke ?? sorry la 


they : eh tak la . tade pape pun !!


--> okayy , ayat tu pun aku da faham . dah lebih 3 ttahun aku kwn dengan kau and impossinble i can`t understand you . it is really imposibble u know .

 then , forget it fifi . they not impotant to you . start with ' senamrobik first then baru start run . when the run begin , they just walk .okayy aku memang da geram giller babbih ni . aku nk lari , it is good for myself tapi lantak korang la kalau setakat nk bergaya tudung pendek , baju sedondon bagai and its not my prob`
After that , aku punya pasal la nk bukak tudung ke , tarik seluar naik atas ke janji aku selesa dan ta melampaui batas kn ??? half way , i saw dayah . okay dayah , chillex babe . semacam aku tgk kau .

aku teman dayah till the end cause somthin` wrong with dayah . then chill jap nk hilang peluh , dorang sampai , aku pun tanya :


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me : korang baru sampai ke ??
they : hu`uh
me : weyh **** kau balik ngan apa hari ni ??
they : ntah 
me : asal aku tanyer sepatah korang jawab sepatah . selalu ta mcm ni .
they : kitorang ta mrh kau la , kitorang penat jehh

hurm , yolahh korang punyer penat gitu rupe ye !! memang aku ni bodoh kn ?? okayy fifi , chillex jea . then aku ikut jea dorang . i`m being like a dog . but they still don`t said a words to me . only anis and the guys jea okayy .

then , i go to the my class block and start crying such a mad women .i can`t hold it anymore . it is really painful and thay are really shit , they are demon and they such a freaking dump . it really pain u know , being treated like this , am i fault ? 

then , till the school end . nobody know where i go , where i sit , where i`m crying and what i did cause i cant` move a steps . my legs is locks by the words and in my mind always thinking that am i shit ?? NO , i`m not .

amir ( f2 student ) nk balik ngan aku , okayy let`s go . tapi jap , nk beli payung . nanti hujan senang . kau tunggu kayy ?? otw to 7-Elevan , jumpe ucot . oh , god . thanks so much . you meet me to the one who i really miss him . tapi takkn aku nk cerita kat dia semua ni . dia kn tanak aku sedey . so , lupekn jealh .

since that days , dorang da kurang ckp ngan aku . honestly , aku bukan nyer nk benci korang tapi korang yg paksa aku .

memang da ta boleyy tahan lagi , aku memang naness betoi betoi nie .

see , i`m crying (again because of them )......



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